February 6th, 2016

I like the challenge. I want to figure him out and I can’t. Maybe it’s the mystery, maybe it’s the need for validation.
Perhaps in some fucked up way it’s revengeful?
Never before have I been so lost in my own convictions.

Cont. .

Two can play at this game
I get the right to privacy. So sure, have your right to keep presents, or be giving money to so and so that you don’t want your significant other to know about or porn. Or whatever

But there is no communication with someone else in which that relationship needs to be private from someone who you have made a vow with.


May 4th, 2014

Maybe I am blowing this out of proportion but I just feel like it’s amazing to me that you are more concerned with getting drunk/going out than actually spending 5 minutes to make sure I’m ok. Like holy shit, don’t pretend like you care, if you don’t. Not to mention, will any of those people take time and money out of their lives to visit you in jail? Then why the fuck is it so important to blow off the one person who would see you, for the sake of a few hours of drunkeness with people who in reality won’t come through in the long run. Makes me feel shitty, and just reinforces my security in the fact that I’m glad I’m not still with you